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I was told by my vet that because of my financial standings, my dogs were going to suffer. This is because I can’t afford to get their heart guard medicine from them and then I can’t afford to get an exam. I’m so pissed of right now. I have worked hard for the past 3 years every single day to feed my dogs and I have done well so far. This heart guard medicine isn’t cheap but I’m trying to get it for my dogs buy I can not afford 65 dollars plus another 30 is almost 100 dollars. I don’t have that money sadly. I’m so mad and that lady inconciterateness… Fuck her.
Is wrong with me, I just woke up from a dream inwhich the love of my life … broke up with me. I’m a wreck right now, I know its “just a dream” but something in my subconsious triggered this.
Myself crying when he leave in the morning and I’m always misserable now a days. I hate his new job … he is leaving early in the morning and going to bed early. Which I honestly don’t mind going to sleep early but its killing me, not getting see him often and when I do he is always grumpy and I’m always sad. We are supposed to be getting married soon-ish, and now I’m a little more nervous then I was before. Everything scares me soo much, yes I do love change but not one that’s changing everything I know… I need to find common ground and I need to find it soon.
my muscles already hurt. this is going to be hard but i think i can do this. i have to
okay, i know im out of shape since i was never in shape to begin with. but i did pretty good. im exhausted though. and i also need sneakers with good traction … its hard to plank if your legs keep slipping to far back … only 59 more days.
i know that i will have to live with my migraines for the rest of my life, but i really hope that i didn’t have to… its so beautiful out and im stuck inside feeling like complete ass. icing on the cake my stupid fiance wont even text me back…
me and jamie are planing on moving to philly, in maybe june. im going to talk to ccm sometime today and see how transfering works. we are going to philly this saturdau so that jt can check out his school and we can look at the couple of appartments i found. im actualoy quite excited :)
